What is Truth?

Homily for Good Friday

April 3, 2026

St. Mark’s Episcopal Church

Jesus said:

For this I was born, and for this I came into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone who belongs to the truth listens to my voice.” 

Pilate asked him, “What is truth?”

We are living in a world, friends, where it is harder and harder to tell what is truth.  How we understand the truth of this world in which we live can be entirely dependent upon which news source pulls us in, which social media platforms we follow, which algorithms direct us to which content, which sources of image and video we consider to be “real” when so much is generated by machine learning models or artificial “intelligence” content.  Entire companies rise and fall based on feeding the public demand for content and images that people might believe to be real, even if they are entirely fabricated.  Truth is manipulated by authorities and questions are regarded as threats. People turn to chatbots for counsel; look to search engines to answer their religious and spiritual questions; we grow accustomed to seeing the massive, sprawling warehouses for computing systems that line our highways, sucking up energy and displacing land where forests once grew or future communities might emerge.

What is truth?  Pilate asks Jesus. 

This question is even more provocative today than it might have been centuries ago.  

And I believe Jesus would answer the question in the exact same way: not with words, but with his whole life.

In the Passion of Good Friday and in all the days leading up to it, Jesus has shown us Truth.

What if we could ask those present at the foot of the cross how Jesus had testified to the truth in their own lives?

Perhaps Mary, Jesus’ holy mother, might share memories of childhood filled with moments of wonder and awe she observed in young Jesus, treasuring moments where humanity and divinity surely intersected as she pondered them in her heart.  The prophetic words spoken as she and Joseph presented Jesus in the temple surely rang true on that day: a sword will pierce your own soul, too.

Perhaps Mary Magdalene might recount the clarity and restoration she experienced at the healing hands of Jesus, removing the evil forces that had constrained her, freeing her to follow Jesus fully in steadfast discipleship, even to this place – standing at the foot of the cross.

Perhaps John would quote lyrically from the depths of his heart recalling the moment at that last supper they shared when Jesus blessed, broke and shared bread, washed their feet and spoke the new commandment: Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another.

Perhaps Nicodemus had a vivid recollection of sneaking through the streets by night to see Jesus the teacher who gave him a mind-bending metaphor of being born again which he continued to ponder, even when his discipleship was overshadowed by his fear of recognition…until this very moment.

And perhaps Joseph of Arimathea, present in those all-too-real moments of Jesus’ suffering and agony, recognized the truth of why he had already spent the money to have a newly hewn tomb prepared.  He knew the truth of his power and influence to ask for, and to be granted, Jesus’ body for burial.  He knew the truth of his wealth, privilege and authority which gave him a responsibility to act and care for Jesus’ human body.  And, he did.

These, friends, are the truths of the Good Friday Passion evident at the foot of the cross. And each of them reveals to us some holy and heart-wrenching about the nature of Jesus’ life, Jesus’ teaching, Jesus’ healing, and Jesus’ profound love, even in the hour of his death.

Perhaps we have known the truth of Jesus in our lives, too, which are with us even in this most barren hour.

Perhaps we have encountered wonders through the eyes of a child and we have intuitively given thanks to God for the gift of divine grace and belovedness reflected in the young people in our lives, even as we worry for their future in the world in which we live.  

We know the truth of Jesus like his holy mother, Mary.

Perhaps we have struggled with our bodily health, our mental health, our emotional well-being, our spiritual angst; perhaps we have experienced a release from that confinement during a time of prayer, a holy connection with a friend-in-Christ, a holy Peace in the Presence of Christ upon receiving communion.  Perhaps some of us are still yearning for that release.

We know the truth of Jesus like Mary Magdalene.

Perhaps we have had times when we are serving out of love and we are caught up in a whole new wave of experiencing the love of Christ ourselves…or times when we ourselves have had a need…perhaps even one we hadn’t spoken out loud or wanted to admit to…and found ourselves receiving exactly what we needed in that moment, out of Christ’s love.

We know the truth of Jesus like the beloved disciple, John.  

Perhaps we have had a verse from our Holy Scriptures, or a parable, or a story of healing or an interpretation of the Good News of Jesus Christ as presented in a book or a sermon that gets into our minds and that will not let us go, in the best possible way, even if sometimes we are afraid to acknowledge it.

We know the truth of Jesus like Nicodemus.

And perhaps we have been at the bedside of a beloved, in the thin place between this world and the next.  And a calm comes over us and we knew exactly what to do, or what to say, or simply that we need to be right there, at that place and at that time, sharing in the sacredness of that hard and holy present moment together.

We know the truth of Jesus like Joseph of Arimathea.

Jesus says to us:

For this I was born, and for this I came into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone who belongs to the truth listens to my voice”

As we stand together at the foot of the cross today, I invite you to stand in the truth of Jesus as you have received it.  Feel it.  Hear it.  Honor it.  Act upon it.

Pilate asks, “What is truth?”

Jesus answers with his whole life.

And we, who bear witness, allow that truth to transform our lives and our hearts to share that truth…that love beyond all loves…with the world.

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Living Images – Living Waters

Homily for the Third Sunday in Lent, Year A

March 8, 2026

St. Francis Great Falls – Icon Sunday

I am grateful for the opportunity to be present with you all on this day we are calling Icon Sunday.  I’m especially grateful to Weston and to Marilee for their inspiration and work to bring this together.  I hope that as your guest preacher today, I can begin our foray together into this particular sacred, devotional art by drawing a line…or perhaps better said, painting a connection…between this sacred devotional art and our Gospel lessons..  

As we begin, I think it is fitting to ask you to come on a journey with me.

We begin our journey on the other coast, in San Francisco, moving through the industrial-becoming-residential mission district.  We are passing warehouses and lofts, and a large industrial brewery.  As we pull up Potrero Hill, we begin to see a unique building in the midst of this urban landscape, complete with a steepled dome peeking from among multi-story housing and warehouse spaces.  We approach the front steps half way up the slope of the hill, approach two large wooden doors, painted red and carved with swimming fish, opening up to the street.  I’m eager to draw you inside, to show you this most unique Episcopal Church called St. Gregory of Nyssa.  Whenever I bring people with me, I am filled with the same wonder and awe I had when I first encountered this space and its community.  

As we move through the open doors, we first see two icons on cloth-draped stands greeting us, set out for this Sunday.  The first shows Jesus in the desert, the weariness of his fast event on his gaunt frame during this time of wandering and temptation; but we see his eyes filled with love, his expression beckoning us to continue to journey with Jesus through our Lenten season.  Next to it is a lively image, depicting the Samaritan Woman at the Well.  The well she stands next to reminds us of an ancient baptismal font. She is holding a large jar in one hand and the rope for the well in the other.  She is looking eye-to-eye with Jesus, engaging in animated conversation. Jesus sits on the other side of the well from her, reclining on a large stone, fully engaged in conversion.  We can practically hear the words that we can sense are passing between then; the scene may be painted on a flat surface but the story seems to come alive, revealing the Gospel lesson we just heard with a renewed clarity.  As our eyes shift from the entry icons to the worship space, we notice sunlight streaming through the windows of the dome revealing what looks like a whole circular heaven of brightly painted dancing saints, led by dancing Jesus!  Saints old and young, dressed in ancient clothes as well modern dresses and suits, as fitting for their lives of faith. We walk inside, still taking in the wonder of the display as we approach the round, wooden altar table sitting in the center of this light-filled rotunda.  We stand at that altar and look up towards heaven, surrounded by the icons of our great cloud of witnesses.  There, we notice the inscription written on the inside of that rotunda, a quote from St. Gregory of Nyssa: “The one thing truly worthwhile is becoming God’s friend.”

I am transported, just thinking myself into that thin place.  

My time began as a seminarian, and I am grateful whenever I can go back to visit. For me, it is a place where the veil between heaven and earth feels thin, like I might take one step and suddenly be caught up in the joyful dance of the saints praising God, dancing to Jesus’ lead.

Even as we stand there in awe, we hear the motion of water.  The doors across from the entry open onto the back of the property, an oasis of rock and greenery in the midst of the otherwise urban landscape.  Water flows from the fountain outside leading to the living, flowing water of the baptismal font. I can almost hear the words, “give me this water, so that I may never thirst.”

Those words from the Gospel re-ground us now and we slowly settle back into our Sunday morning here in Virginia. The vibrancy, the color, the light, the water…they remain with us, imprinting an invitation on our souls to come back any time.  Surely, the Lord is near to us, the words of God echoing in our hearts and on our lips.  Perhaps we feel transformed by the experience, eager to share the good news, to invite others into the depth of relationship and holy mystery that God desires to share with us.

Because the one thing truly worthwhile is becoming God’s friend.

This journey, this meditation is also the essence of the icon, a sacred art which has been part of our Chrtian tradition for centuries, and remains a core component of worshipping tradition, especially in the East, for our Orthodox siblings in Christ. Like our meditation that spanned distance and time, icons also transport us into a glimpse of God’s eternal connection and love for all people, in all places, at all times.  Icons as sacred art are layered with meaning, filled with symbolism and offer us thin spaces for prayer and worship unhindered by time and transcending space.  Heaven and earth seem to touch and allow us to see with the eyes of our heart, catching a glimpse of eternity.

This Sunday of the Samaritan Woman at the Well is perfect for Icon Sunday.  The Holy Spirit must have known that when it was the date the serendipitously worked for all of us.  The Gospel lesson itself is filled with symbolism and meaning: Jesus, In a city where he is an outsider, in the heat of mid-day, sitting and resting on a rock and encountering a woman….tradition has named her Photini, the enlightened one…who comes to the well to draw water.  She, too, is an outsider.  She js there alone, not with others; she is drawing water at an inopportune time perhaps to avoid the scornful gaze of others. She has known the pain of being cast aside. She is also, because it takes one to know one, an outspoken woman.

The Samaritan people were close cousins to the Jewish people, so like rival teams, their tension with each other was as much cultural as ideological.  They descended from the tribes of Israel, but they had intermarried and taken on customs that were more pagan than pure according to Jewish law.  To Jewish people, they were less than.  People went out of their way to avoid walking into the territory of Samaria.  And this Samaritan woman was carrying her own social shame in the midst of all those cultural dynamics as well.  

But in the midst of all that, there is Jesus. He travels of his own free will; he pauses to rest.  And then he speaks with this woman as if she is family, asking her to draw water for him so that he might drink.  Jesus stretches his embrace of love beyond the inner circle to welcome all.

In iconography, the symbolism typically drawn into the image of the Samaritan Women at the Well is that of Christ and the Church, drawn together in the waters of Baptism.  Mutually recognizing that each is essential to the other; wrapped together in conversation and relationship; the water drawn from the earth becoming the Living Water through which we are sustained and the nourishment of God’s reign being lived out in the lives of those who believe and share the Good News.  The whole image comes alive with possibility.

In our Gospel lesson, the woman at the well cannot wait to spread the Good News.  She returns to her village with exuberance and many come to hear, see, and believe in Jesus themselves not only through her words, but through their own experiences.  In tradition, Photini is regarded as the first Evangelist and in Orthodox tradition, Equal among the Apostles. She was transformed by that encounter and continued to tirelessly share the Good News of Jesus Christ throughout and beyond that region, until her own martyrdom.  

Photini lived her life by the words we hear in the Gospel lesson: The water that I will give will become in them a spring of water gushing up to eternal life.

I invite you into our worship and conversation today with a spirit of curiosity.  Like Photini, we are invited to have an encounter with Jesus Christ that changes and transforms us.  We celebrate Holy Eucharist with the elements of this life: bread, wine, water, ourselves being transformed to be the Body of Christ in the world. As you consider the sacred art that has been brought into this space, how does it help you deepen into your own relationship with Jesus Christ?  What are the images conveying to you?  What deeper conversations are you drawn to have with Jesus in your own encounter?  How does that inspire you own sharing of the Good News?  The icons that are here for you to gaze upon and pray with are incredible sacred images that hold so much holiness.  Enjoy them.  Rest in their presence.  Welcome whatever Jesus speaks to your soul.

And I’m eager to share about what it is like to pray an icon into becoming, using the elements of this world to slowly be transformed into a glimpse into the world beyond, like walking into that thin space at St. Gregory’s.  I brought materials with me that you can touch, feel and even paint some brush strokes with because sometimes we need that tractile contact to truly take in the experience. I am happy to talk about what it is like to immerse into multiple days of iconography on retreat as a total beginner, and I can tell you what it is like to open up to the learning, to keep following the yearning to learn more and to engage the slow and steady practice of iconography on my own time as I continue to grow, practice, learn and pray.  It has been and is such a holy practice for me, so I look forward to sharing time and conversation with you about that.

Led by the example of Jesus and Photini, let’s continue this holy conversation.

Because the one thing truly worthwhile is becoming God’s friend.

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Blessings look a lot like…

Homily for the Fourth Sunday after the Epiphany

February 1, 2026

St. Mark’s Episcopal Church

The joy and danger of preaching at home on Zoom after a week of being ice-bound is that my sermon writing has been intermingled with (and influenced by) my winter pastimes.  I’ve been working on an Icon of Christ…that’s been good for my prayer life., I’ve also made three different kinds of soup with several iterations of bread and rolls to accompany them, digging in my pantry for the things I squirrel away for winter..  I was also using up more dishtowels than usual with all the cooking, so I dug a little deeper into the dish towel drawer.  Whether serendipity or the Holy Spirit, I pulled out a pretty blue towel, a gift from a friend that I’d forgotten all about. And much to my amusement, it delivered a prophetic message of inspiration…which I will paraphrase to keep this sermon at a G rating:  “Sometimes blessings look a lot like BS.”

I admit, I let out a good laugh!  But honestly, I think there might be some theological depth to that expression that goes far beyond what the design team at Blue Q intended.  We are quick to think we know what “blessings” are, but our interpretation might not be spot on.  In today’s lesson, blessings are refined through the revolutionary wisdom that Jesus the teacher was offering up to those who followed him as they listened to his teaching from the mountain.

I want to remind us here in the 21st century that there were no microphones or sound systems or remote Zoom links involved in Jesus’ teaching ministry.  One reason to have disciples…his close followers accompanying him up the mountain was so that the message that was preached could spread to others who had followed Jesus to take in the lessons and the learning. A large crowd was following Jesus along the shore of Galilee, eager to hear a message that would give them hope in the midst of the events of their lives and the world in which they lived. Their faith taught them to know and believe they were covenantal people, beloved by God.  This was a God who chose them and led them through the wilderness and exile to a promised land. This was a God who heard their cries through history and who reminded the Hebrew people through Prophets like Micah, as we heard in today’s lesson, what God required of them: 

He has told you, O mortal, what is good;
and what does the Lord require of you

but to do justice, and to love kindness,
and to walk humbly with your God?

But in the land where they lived, God’s beloved people found themselves under Roman authority, which did not look or feel like a peaceable kingdom.  They were seeking a Messiah to liberate them, to put an end to the unjust laws and ungodly actions of Empire under which they lived every day. They followed Jesus, in hopes of hearing and seeing more about the teacher they heard might just be this Messiah.  Jesus would teach and word would spread from those closest to him through the crowds, from the mountain top through the messengers who shared and spread the words and wisdom.  The people of God were craving God’s blessing.

Sometimes we hear this passage read as if we were sitting at the feet of Jesus.  But I invite us to stand with the multitude who were gathered in the hope of a blessing of good news in their broken world.  We are also people who are craving good news to counter the daily dosing of the world’s brokenness that inundates our senses and overwhelms our sensibilities.  I think we feel today like the crowds who gathered then, knowing that the evil schemes of Empire were alive and well; that people were being mistreated; that bullies seemed intent on winning; that showing compassion was a mockery; that absolute power ruled absolutely.  God’s people were…and are…seeking divine hope in the midst of human struggles against oppression.  

Jesus’ message comes to us and up-ends what our human hearts expect to hear.  The blessing did not sound like victory, vengeance, retribution, individual prowess or political overthrow.  The blessing sounded like God’s justice, God’s kindness, God’s humility, God’s desire to be present with us and to help us recognize that presence of God with and in each other..  

The words they heard reminded and realigned them with God’s revolutionary blessing:

“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
“Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
“Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.
“Blessed are the merciful, for they will receive mercy.
“Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.
“Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.

Were these the words that the crowds expected or wanted to hear?  I think on first hearing, probably not.  They might have also had some choice thoughts upon hearing Jesus’ words describing this vision of blessing. But Jesus, the teacher, goes further and invites them to understand how the very nature of this blessing reveals something about the nature of God.

Jesus’ message of Good News for the the poor, the grieving, the hungry and the persecuted gets spoken about and enacted repeatedly and poignantly in the Gospels.  The Good News evident in the life and ministry of Jesus Christ is the fulfillment of the Prophets of God who understand that God’s presence is greater and beyond any human threats, any human fear, any human grief.  God’s presence with us gives us not only comfort and promise, but a re-alignment to seek the righteousness, the mercy, and the humility that come through being in relationship with God who will guide our steps, who will order our days, who will be present with us when we are mourning, hungering for justice, actively working to promote peace, and standing firm for the righteousness of God’s reign of mercy, justice and love. We are not alone.

Yes, we live in a world where power is abused, leaders are corrupt, and people are suffering. But we also live in a world touched by God’s belovedness.  We see it in acts of caring that value people before profit; we experience it while standing with our neighbors for justice; we see it in the determination of our interfaith neighbors, the Buddhist monks who are walking a 2,300 mile journey for peace…a journey that moves into Richmond today.  This Peace of God is with us.

We are not alone walking this road with others in the family of God.

Walking in humble relationship with the God who has called us to do justice, to love kindness, to embrace relationship with God and one another is transformative and in itself, counter-cultural.  We will experience God’s blessing when we engage whole-heartedly with the poor in spirit; when we comfort those who mourn; when we side with the meek, when we are sharing our food and life-giving water with those who hunger and thirst, when we show mercy and practice peace, even at the risk of persecution. This is an instruction manual for beloved community.

We will know we are blessed when we are made fun of, mocked, belittled, told that we aren’t important by the voices who seek to replace God’s reign with regimes of power, hate and greed.  But the voices of this world are never stronger than God’s voice reminding us of our belovedness.  That steadfast presence of God is the blessing, not in an abstract way but through every action of kindness, mercy, justice and love in which we immerse ourselves as a congregation, as a people, as members of the household of God. Because in those actions…giving and receiving…we are experiencing the blessing of God’s transformational love.

Wealth, power, privilege, possessions, influence: you’ll notice these are not to be found amongst the beatitudes.  These are markers of how success is defined in the individualist and capitalist society in which we live, where securing power and might for one person or privileged group is contingent upon the lesser regarded labor of others.

We may live in that society, but that is not God’s economy.  And Jesus’ sermon on the mount…each of the beatitudes…remind us that God has a different design for our lives..

When we consider our own call to live fully into this Way of Love, maybe we are seen as foolish on the world’s terms.  But God chooses and uses what appears foolish, weak, low and despised on the world’s terms to reveal a greater truth: God lavishes present, persistent, transforming love to all the places, spaces and people in this world, and no where is that more evident than during the situations and places when we are most in need of God’s love. 

The places in this world where we are called to love and serve…listening, loving, caring, peace-making, justice upholding with those who are poor, oppressed, hungry, thirsty, grieving, standing for righteousness…these are the places where God’s blessing resides.  God’s blessing does not remove us or rescue us, but instead invites us to live into the Beloved Community which God intends for us and invites us to experience.

So live boldly into God’s blessings, friends.  They actually look a lot like belovedness.

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Following Holy Light

Homily for the Second Sunday of Christmas

January 4, 2025

St. Mark’s Episcopal Church

Several weeks before Christmas, my daughter Cass and I were doing some shopping at Diversity Thrift, since we love to look for our own personal treasure in other people’s cast-aways.  She had noticed a carved, wooden icon on the back of a shelf, hidden behind trinkets filling the shelf in front of it.  “Mom, I really think this one is meant for you” she said.  As soon as I saw it, I was immediately drawn to the image of Mary and the Christ Child carved onto it, but much to her disappointment, I didn’t buy it.  I tried to put it out of my mind as I focused on the practical things: where would I put it, do I really need it…admittedly an ever important question as one increases in age and accumulation of things.  

But even after we went home, I kept thinking about it.

We ended up going back again just a few days before Christmas, on a different thrifting quest this time. But before we could do any other shopping she said, “wait: we have to see if your icon is still here.”  Apparently she hadn’t stopped thinking about it either.  Sure enough, there it was: still on the shelf, as if waiting for our return.  Cass was quick to point it out: “See Mom, it’s still here.  I really think this is meant for you.”

I didn’t hesitate this time; it felt like a gift now.  So, I bought it and brought it home.

This latest icon that has found me is a carved wooden depiction of Mary and Jesus…but not the cradled newborn image to which we have become accustomed.  This one is Mary with toddler Jesus hoisted up on her shoulder, His hands holding onto her head with one chubby hand partially covering her eye.  It is joyful, human and holy.  

It’s so interesting how one image can help us consider the same stories in new ways. During these twelve days of Christmas, I’ve been focused on this image, easily imagining Jesus not only as a fragile baby but also growing up, learning how to walk and talk with all the wonder, joy and playfulness that comes with early childhood.  I imagine Mary and Joseph’s care and protection, but I also envision them playing peek-a-boo and cherishing the moments that add joy to our human relationships: those simple, loving actions that make us so beautifully, wonderfully human.  

And this Sunday, we hear the story of the Star of Wonder shining its light for the sages and mages who came to reveal that this child was born not only as messiah for the Jewish people, but as a savior for the whole world.  What a wonder that is for us to ponder.

And what wonder Jesus, Mary and Joseph must have had upon seeing camels and elegantly dressed visitors and their entourage kneeling down to present gifts; how amazing creation must have seemed through the eyes of a developing child.  Anyone who has been a parent, grandparent, godparent or parent-figure to a young child knows that every day is an encounter with wonder, whether it is noticing one’s own toes or taking delight in seeing flowers, birds, clouds and trees.  Wonder is the foundation of human experience.

That wonder also helps us bravely enter into more challenging parts of the Christmas story.  The Gospel text we read today begins the story with the wise men seeking to learn about the whereabouts of the child whose star they had followed, from the ruler of the country where that star had led them.  But King Herod of Judea was less than happy to hear about a King of the Jews, a people who were under Roman occupation. Just imagining the little child of Bethlehem struck fear in Herod’s heart; this baby king was a danger to his own power and authority.  So, he sought information about the child for his own ill-intended purposes, and then he tried to get the visitors on his side before sending them off to pay homage to the child they had travelled to see.

After arriving in Bethlehem and delivering their holy and symbolic gifts to the tiny, heaven-sent King and Savior, the wise Magi also had the wisdom and insight not to participate in Herod’s vindictive plan.  They listened to the messengers who spoke through their prophetic dreams and they went home by another road.

Sadly, the story doesn’t end there.  

Tyrant kings enact the kind of carnage the tyrant kings do to preserve their power, and we know from history that Herod not only tried to convince the Magi from the East to reveal the whereabouts of the newborn child, but then tried to eliminate all the perceived threat to his oppressive power by ordering the deaths of all the young children in the surrounding area, those whom we call the Holy Innocents of Bethlehem. These youngest and earliest martyrs are also commemorated during the 12 days of Christmas, their memories also shining like the holy light of the stars. Their story is wrapped in the unfolding story of God’s incarnate love that was breaking into a world that was filled with violence, corrupted power, fear, war, and oppression.  

That love grew and flourished with all the wonder of a child.  

Through prophetic dreams and warnings from God’s messengers, Joseph and Mary fled the danger of Bethlehem with the infant Jesus, traveling first for asylum to Egypt until Herod’s death and then returning briefly to Galilee. Eventually, this migrant family quietly returned and made their home and livelihood in Nazareth.

There is so much we aren’t told in our holy scriptures about Jesus’ life following that time of wandering and exile. What we do know is that Jesus, fully human and fully divine, lived and grew in the midst of a family who worked, loved, and cared for him.  

With the inspiration of Mary and toddler Jesus this Christmas, I have also felt free to wonder into these questions and stories and notice so many parallels about where and with whom the presence of Christ surely is being made know in our own world today.

One thing that I have noticed about this icon is that Mary is not depicted with a halo around her head. Instead, the same carving technique the artist uses for Jesus’ halo appears all around Mary’s feet, as if the ground on which she walks is made of light.  

I imagine it must have felt like that to her: giving birth in a stable, shepherds and angels glorifying God, a visit from wise and mysterious travelers from the East, vivid dreams and shining stars illuminating the path for their family through those perilous days, weeks, months, years in exile.  All these things she treasured and pondered in her heart, perhaps even while toddler Jesus was riding piggy-back and laughing on her shoulders. The light at her feet extended step, by step, by step to guide her path.

This image of walking with holy light at our feet offers a message of hope to us in these extended days of Christmastide as we move closer toward the Epiphany light.  In taking on this life of faith as followers of Christ, we also carry the Christ-child with us, both proclaiming the light of Christ to the world and discovering our way with each step, guided by the holy light of God’s presence.  It doesn’t mean that the destination is always clear to us.  It doesn’t mean that the road won’t be perilous at times. But we are invited to walk in the holiness of that Christ light, step by step through this journey of life. 

Walking in the faithfulness of God’s presence is what makes the journey holy. 

There are so many holy journeys taking place in the world around us: journeys made by those in exile, fleeing oppression; by those who are seeking to draw near to a Savior; by those who bring healing and hope to the victims of war and disaster; by those stepping boldly in peace and love that counter the fear and power-brokering of those in authority who abuse the power entrusted to them.  Looking up at the stars can be beautiful, holy and wise.  But it is also worth taking a look at the holy light shining at our feet, illuminating the next few steps, guiding us and at times prompting us to go home by another road that doesn’t play into the schemes of Empire.  

Where is the Christ light guiding your feet this season? 

What messages and messengers are finding you?  

Perhaps it doesn’t need to be a dazzling star. Perhaps we are called to notice the quiet and holy light present with us, abiding with us, guiding our steps and illuminating the journey: step by step by step.

Wooden Relief Icon of Mary and (toddler) Jesus
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Grant Me the Grace of Seeing

Homily for Advent 1, Year A
St. Mark’s Episcopal Church
November 30, 2025

Lectionary Texts:

An opening prayer from J. Philip Newell:

I watch this day
For the light that the darkness has not overcome.
I watch for the fire that was in the beginning
and that burns still in the brilliance of the rising sun.
I watch for the glow of life that gleams in the growing earth
and glistens in sea and sky.
I watch for your light, O God,
in the eyes of every living creature
and in the ever-living flame of my own soul.
If the grace of seeing were mine this day
I would glimpse you in all that lives.
Grant me the grace of seeing this day.
Grant me the grace of seeing.

There are some times and places in this life where I get so caught up in the frenetic pace of life that if I am not careful, I can completely forget that I might experience the grace of encountering our Holy and Living God. A few weeks ago, that place was the Fredericksburg Amtrak station.

I had just spent three days at our diocesan annual convention where…as Mickie, Karen, Ryn and Benjamin can attest…I did NOT do a lot of sitting! I was heading from convention to spend a few days in New York City with the seminary students that I teach, who were gathered for their quarterly in-person learning opportunity. The plan was simple: finish convention, have a colleague drop me off at the train station, find a quiet corner to sit for a few minutes until my train arrived. It was a great plan until the latter two parts. My colleague did kindly drop me off at the station after convention; but I quickly learned that there is no “station” at this particular station: it is simply a drop off point with stairs to the platform and tracks. And soon after I arrived, my phone gave a “ping” to tell me that my train was running about an hour late.

So there I was, wandering aimlessly below the platform tracks with my roller bag and backpack, dressed too nicely to just sit down on the ground and too tired to go looking for a coffee shop.

It wasn’t too long before a prophet of the railway wilderness found me. He was also walking to and fro among the handful of us aimlessly waiting. His story was also about the battle between good and evil, the coming of the Lord that was near. This prophet might have been a modern vision of John the Baptist: he was gaunt, wearing worn out blue jeans and a ballcap that showed the military insignia that let us know his former life. He was preaching to all who would listen. He offered me a message, after unsuccessfully seeking if I had a cigarette. “You never know when you’ll be called up…wait for it!” was his message to me. That’s how I know he was a prophet!

My app “pinged” at that point and gave me two pieces of good news: my train was now only 20 minutes away, and I had been upgraded to business class and assigned a seat.

As I climbed the platform to board my train, I was thinking about sitting down and tuning out. I found my newly assigned seat, which was next to an older woman traveling by herself. I was immediately greeted by her kind and welcoming smile and a warm “hello,” something that does not always happen when someone takes up the empty seat beside you.

“It feels good to finally sit down,” I said, making light conversation. “I’ve been working on my feet a lot these past few days.”

“Ah” she said, “so now you are able to go home and rest!”

I shrugged. “Not quite yet” I said, “I’m headed to New York, for some other work.” I suddenly realized that my vagueness made me sound decidedly like a traveling salesperson.

“My dear!” she said, in what I was realizing to be a beautifully accented voice, “but it’s a Saturday!”

I smiled in response to her absolutely genuine kindness and concern for me, a total stranger. I felt my heart soften and I shifted to look at her, feeling an urge to share more authentically.

“I’m a clergy person who also teaches at a seminary, so I get rest, but not always on the weekends. I’m traveling between a church meeting and a seminary gathering right now.”

“Delightful!” she exclaimed, “My new seat-mate is a woman who is also a clergy person…and can I ask, what denomination?”

“I’m an Episcopal priest” I said, never knowing quite how that will land, but in this case, I watched her eyes light up and her smile grow wider.

“Well, I am Lutheran so I think we have many things in common!” she offered up.

And she was absolutely correct.

As we passed through scenic stretches and by other train stations en route, I heard all about the new ELCA presiding bishop Yehiel Curry (she coached me on the pronunciation) and invited me to listen to his inspiring installation sermon, telling me I would find in him a delightfully similar personality to our former Episcopal presiding bishop Michael Curry. I learned about her active participation in her progressive parish in North Carolina, about her ministry engagement in outreach and hospitality, about the ways that as she grew older in years she had grown even deeper in faith and recognition of the Reign of Christ in our midst. We shared with each other stories about moments of profound recognition of Christ’s presence in serving those marginalized by this world, in sharing hospitality with strangers, in the acts of being Christ’s hands and feet in the world and in doing so, recognizing we were encountering Christ himself.

There was a timelessness about our conversational sharing, and each story one of us would tell seemed to inspire the other. I want to visit her church, and she wants to visit St. Mark’s! And rather miraculously as we spoke, I was no longer thinking about my hurting feet and no longer craving my usual introvert cocooning. I found myself filled and refreshed in body and spirit.

The whole conversation was delightful, but some of our final thoughts and exchanges with each other are lingering with me profoundly this Advent.

I realized pretty far into our conversation that I hadn’t actually given her my name. I apologized for the oversight as I dug in my purse for a business card and said, “I just realized that I forgot to share that my name is Sarah.”

“Oh Sarah,” she said, “of course that would be your name. That was supposed to be my name!” She went on to tell me in more hushed tones about her early life. She had been born in Nazi Germany under Hitler’s rule to Christian sympathizers active in the underground, who were part of the escape route for Jewish people oppressed under the Nazi regime. Her parents helped many people escape while she was too young to fully understand that risk. They changed her name to “May” for her own safety, something that did not sound Jewish. Her family fled to the United States as asylum-seekers after their identity was compromised by neighbors.

“I had the privilege of survival,” May said, “and I’ve had more opportunities in this life than many. So, I may be an old woman but I have made myself a promise.” She looked at me with deep conviction and said: “I was born under a dictator, and I will not die under one.”

May was traveling by train, meeting up with friends to engage in direct action, ministering to protestors and providing free medical and legal services to immigrants and children detained under ICE. Her conviction of spirit framed her whole life now: it was her vocation, her call.

I asked if I could pray with her and give her a blessing as she was preparing to depart. She had tears in her eyes and said, “I know you were sent to sit by me; I was praying for God’s blessing all the way here.” So we both got up and stood there in the middle aisle of an Amtrak business car and invoked God’s blessing on her ministry, striving to bring the vision of God’s realm as we read in the prophet Isiah to this earth, as it is in heaven. Both of us were weeping with joy, knowing that the serendipity of our encounter on that train was no coincidence, no accident but the clear intervention of the Holy Spirit. Even via an Amtrak app.

There are times like these…unexpected, ordinary and yet so profound…when it is clear to me that God is speaking, acting and working among all of God’s people, through prophets in train stations and saints across the lifespan.

It isn’t just a nice thing we say when we promise to seek and serve Christ in all people and to love our neighbors as ourselves. When we live into those baptismal promises, truly, we open ourselves to the possibility that we will be led to the places we need to be, even if we know nothing about it. When we follow the call to put on the whole armor of light, we cannot go anywhere or encounter anyone without being reminded that we are living in the presence of God who is, God who loves, God who joined with us in our humanity so that we, too, can participate in God’s realm on earth, as it is in heaven.

Indeed, salvation is nearer to us now than when we became believers.

Friends, we don’t know the hour or the time when we will be called up to serve. We don’t know where and with whom we will come to know Christ’s presence with us; and we can’t even imagine all the times, all the places, all the ways we will be invited to participate in the living out of God’s realm on this earth, as it is in heaven. Today’s Gospel is not a threat, it is a promise! So often, we read this Gospel with shaky fear; we’ve been made to think that we must stand and tremble in fear that God might find us. But I’m here to tell you this is Good News: God finds us! The presence of Christ is being made known in the places and spaces where God needs to be, at the moments needed. I experienced Christ’s presence through my encounter with May, sitting alone on a train and praying for a blessing and in turn, blessing me with true refreshment of body and spirit. It fills me with awe imagining how the presence of Christ was made known through May as she lived into her call of defiant compassion with other immigrants and children of immigrants, asylum seekers just as she was once who were experiencing oppression at the hands of the rulers of this world. God was with her, filling her with the light of love and grace which no doubt overflowed to everyone she encountered.

This is the Good News of Advent, friends. Jesus Christ, who was and who is and who is to come is creating our new world as we walk together in the light of the Lord. We watch, and wait and are reminded that we will be called up when we are ready.

I watch this day
For the light that the darkness has not overcome.
I watch for the fire that was in the beginning
and that burns still in the brilliance of the rising sun.
I watch for the glow of life that gleams in the growing earth
and glistens in sea and sky.
I watch for your light, O God,
in the eyes of every living creature
and in the ever-living flame of my own soul.
If the grace of seeing were mine this day
I would glimpse you in all that lives.
Grant me the grace of seeing this day.
Grant me the grace of seeing.

Trees in Zuccotti Park, New York City [where I raised my prayer of thanks for this encounter!]

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New Treasures in Familiar Places

Homily for Proper 24 Year C
October 19, 2025
St. Mark’s Episcopal Church, Richmond VA

Lessons appointed:

Jeremiah 31:27-34
Psalm 119:97-104
2 Timothy 3:14-4:5
Luke 18:1-8

I’ve been traveling this past week, up to Buffalo to visit my Mom for some leaf peeping and catching up during our favorite time of year.  Like anyone who travels to one destination often enough, I have a preferred route and that involves connecting in Detroit, which is a gem of an airport and just a quick hop over Lake Erie, as the birds fly.  This time, that involved an early morning flight followed by a three hour layover, perfect for several cups of coffee and sit-down breakfast.  I also indulged a favorite travel treat, which is visiting one of the airport bookstores and picking out a book I never heard of before to read just for fun.

I picked up a book with a cute cat on the cover that was called, What You are Looking For is in the Library written by Michiko Aoyama.  I won’t give any spoilers, but just to say that this book is written by and reflective of Japanese culture, with five stories about people who are directed to a library where they are greeted by the ordinary, extraordinary “magic” of finding exactly what they need with the help of a wise librarian who has an uncanny ability to hear their deeper question-behind-the-question of what they are looking for. It’s a hope filled book, well worth a read.  

While I was reading the first short story of a young women seeking some computer-savvy knowledge books to take her beyond her retail career, I chuckled when not only were there self-help books but a “bonus” book recommendation from the librarian, a Japanese children’s book about two field mice and their adventures.  The young woman remembers the book from her childhood and checks it out for nostalgic reasons. But as she reads it, she realizes that she remembered it differently than she did as a child and sees new lessons in it.  She sweetly re-enters the wonder and curiosity of her childhood to find different ways to look at the current challenges of her life. As she’s talking about this with some friends, she finds that each of them also remember the book but they remembered it differently as well…and each of the things they remembered add even more so to her now more adult understanding.  At one point, she says “How could I have forgotten the story when I’d read it so many times before?  Or misremembered, more like…my heart sings as I think I may have just hit on some truth!”

And that my friends, reminded me of this week’s scripture lessons, another book which I had also been reading through in the days leading up to my travel.  We read in the Epistle lesson:

As for you, continue in what you have learned and firmly believed, knowing from whom you learned it, and how from childhood you have known the sacred writings that are able to instruct you for salvation through faith in Christ Jesus. All scripture is inspired by God and is useful for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness, so that everyone who belongs to God may be proficient, equipped for every good work.

I also remembered those verses from my childhood.  They were sometimes used for scolding, and often for backing up a literalist interpretation of the Holy Scriptures, as if the inspiration of  God could only be spoken directly in the King James Version of English (but I digress). Sometimes this Epistle is quoted as a justification for “reproof” and “correction” than I believe it was intended.  Or, in keeping with the rest of the passage, perhaps there are itchy ears who like the idea of control more than the actual Good News of righteousness, goodness, grace and love also contained in our holy scriptures to be written on our hearts.  

Inspired by my airport reading, I want to suggest a different intention possible also on the heart and mind of our Epistle-writer, inspired by God. Like the re-reading of the familiar stories of our childhood, we often think we know what the story all about.  But when we are directed there by a person, a set of Sunday scriptures, a chance encounter even…what if we went back and revisited those seemingly familiar words and stories anew and discovered truths we had never seen before.

I believe there are always treasures awaiting us in the Good News of Jesus Christ.  If I were to ask each of you to tell me a story from scripture that has meaning to you, we probably wouldn’t all have the same story come to mind.  And, even if we did have similarities amongst our favorite…the way we remember and recall the story as we retold it would not be exactly the same.  This is why Sunday after Sunday, I can prepare a homily and it won’t be just like any other preacher’s…or perhaps even like my own from a previous lectionary cycle! I can listen to other preachers using the same texts and hear things that hadn’t come into my mind as I am preparing.  This is evidence of God’s inspiration, the way in which the Holy Spirit works through the holy words of the scriptures and of all the members of the Body of Christ to continually bring us back to the stories, the people, the lessons, the poetry, the laments, the hopes of places and ages past that still resonate for us in particular ways and help us to know and confidently move forward in the ways that reveal God’s covenant of love to the whole world.  

Our Epistle lesson reminds us that the whole of the Holy Scriptures are for us, for the beloved of God.  In them are the stories, the parables, the characters, the instruction that will help us and help us help one another.  The meaning of these stories does not only come alive for us only in the quiet corners of our own minds, but through conversation with God and with one another.

If we take that same frame of reference and read the parable of today’s Gospel, we hear the story of how even a faithless, disrespecting leader eventually gives in to someone pleading their cause for justice.  In the times in which we live, it may seem impossible to us that hard hearts might open to justice; the illustration probably seemed impossible to the people of Jesus’ time under occupation by the Roman Emperor as well.  We are reminded that even with the recalcitrant and heart-hearted there is a path through.  How much more so with God?  

In today’s Gospel we are reminded that our loving God who has so much more goodwill, love and respect for God’s beloved creation than any ruler on this earth is hearing our cries for justice.  That doesn’t mean that we get exactly what we want, or that justice suddenly appears overnight.  But as we sang in our sequence hymn, consider the possibility that we are all called to be like the woman who bravely demands justice. In taking up our pleas to God and joining with one another in those pleas for justice in this world, our voices come together and we begin to participate together in the unfolding of God’s justice in this world.  

And if there’s anyone I’d like to join with to participate in the cause of God’s justice, it is the good people of St. Mark’s who have been living out that justice on earth, as it is in heaven, for so very many years.

In this season where we reflect on God’s stewardship of our lives, and our stewardship of the gifts with which God has entrusted us, we are reminded that sharing the stories of our faith with one another is at the core of who we are.  Love is our tradition, because God who is Love unites us, connects us, empowers us, enlivens us.  Love flows through Zoom streams and children’s programs.  Love flows from the Mountain at Shrinemont where some of us are worshipping today here to those of us on Arthur Ashe Boulevard keeping the faith at home.  I know that love flows uphill, too, from this parish near the James River and all the way up to Orkney Springs to those on the parish retreat.  And you know what?  It flows through all of the parishes, towns, highways and backroads between those places, too.  I feel that love on the Sunday mornings where I’m traveling around the Diocese, and I’m wrapping in back to you, too. That love connects us in a way that allows a vision of justice to keep growing stronger, no matter how many challenges it may face.  And that love and justice comes to us through our study, our conversation, our lives of sharing.  It keeps growing as we talk, as we study, as we worship and learn together.

So, I’ll offer you a little challenge, St. Mark’s.  Don’t just take my word for it.  Whether it’s today at coffee hour or sometime during this season of stewardship and renewal, share your favorite story from scripture with a friend at St. Mark’s and ask someone to share theirs.  Share your favorite story of God’s working in your life, and ask someone to share theirs. Our lives of faith are demonstrations of God’s love and that doesn’t stop at the doors of this parish.  The love we experience here overflows to the world that needs it, our cries for justice received by God who cares deeply for us, and for all of God’s creation. 

Share that Good News today.

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Hidden Fruit

On this Autumn Equinox afternoon, my spouse walked in from our wildly overgrown backyard garden with a stalk of Chinese lanterns and a surprising added bonus invitation, “come look, you’ve got tomatoes!”

Now, it’s important to note that I didn’t plant tomatoes.  I haven’t planted tomatoes in well over 15 years, having given up that pursuit which only led to my anger at the backyard squirrels who otherwise bring me great joy.  This year, the squirrels have been particularly busy in their pursuits and had already managed to propagate several stalks of corn, which have sporadically popping up in the midst of my coneflowers.  I enjoyed watching them grow talk with the summer sun, the unintended crop of the spoils from raiding the neighbor’s bird feeder.  But as many times as I had been out there, I had never seen a tomato.

But today, it was unmistakable…a vine that had traveled far from wherever its original roots were planted and now bearing clusters of fruit, some bright red, some ripening, still others green bunches awaiting a bit longer to ripen in the last of the summer sun.  I dug into the bushes and picked a small dish of deliciousness, enjoying the smell of tomato vine that took me back to the gardens behind the house where I grew up, popping sun ripe spheres into my mouth while I was meant to be weeding.

I seem to have more tolerance for weeds now than I have in years past.  Some weeks I leave because they are native plants that attract pollinators, and some are present only because the pace of my life means that removing them hasn’t been a priority.  But today, on this Equinox, I was struck by how it was all in balance: the squirrels, the weeds, the tomatoes and me.  We are a tiny ecosystem, working perhaps oblivious to one another until an afternoon like this comes along and we notice, with gratitude, what has been growing and forming all along. 

On this Autumn Equinox, I am grateful for the gifts of nature, for surprises, for noticing the fruit and flora that have been growing together along with the tall weeds, unnoticed until the time was perfectly ripe for harvest.  I savored them with delight, like a sacramental gift of God’s providence even when it seems like the weeds had won.  More is always taking form, with God’s help.

Gracious God, open my eyes and help me continually see the gifts that your creation has provided for this journey.

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Love Changes Us

Maundy Thursday 2025, St. Mark’s Episcopal Church

Here we are, siblings in Christ, embarking together on the journey of Christ’s passion, through the suffering and love which is Holy Week. And it unfolds for us tonight in the midst of a love feast. 

In the narrative of Jesus’ passion as unfolded in the Gospel according to John, the story begins to unfold six days before the passover. Jesus and his disciples returned from a time hiding in the wilderness out of the fear and uprising that followed Jesus’ raising of his friend Lazurus from death back to life. After some time apart, Jesus came back to Bethany to be with his friends Mary, Martha and Lazarus.  The return was dangerous for Jesus and it was dangerous for them, too…but they are all together again in this story, because of love. 

In the midst of a dinner party thrown for her teacher and friend, Mary left and returned with a jar of perfume…not a little vial…imagine a full pound of pure, essential oil. Breaking open this lavish offering, she anointed Jesus’ feet and wiped them with her own hair, the prophetic and bitter-sweet aromatic of spikenard sinking into his flesh and being absorbed by her own hair as she washed and anointed his feet. And, as recounted for generations to come in a sensory memory that has never left us: the scent of the perfume filled the whole room

That night was lavish…scandalous according to Judas…and heartbreaking if we consider the foreshadowing. In my view, the holy nature of Mary’s discernment of serving at the feet of Jesus with that abundant outpouring of love was a gift even sweeter than the scent of the perfume.

Mary’s love for Jesus included her willingness to see that moment for what it was, even when that vulnerability opened her to harsh critique, judgement, loss, and grief. Mary of Bethany knew what she was doing: she had sat at Jesus’ feet, learned Jesus’ teaching, loved Jesus enough to give him an earful a short time earlier when he arrived at their home too late, after Lazurus had died. Mary saw Jesus’ vulnerability and grief over Lazarus, she witnessed his divine gift of returning her brother’s life and she understood the cost of that outpouring of Jesus’ own love. That love changed her, empowered her, emboldened her.  She gave up her safety and all regard for conventional propriety once again to invite and care for Jesus in her home. And I believe she discerned all along, with every preparation for that meal, what she needed to do.  

Just as Jesus knew all along what he needed to do, for the love of the whole world.

Love changes us.  Love empowers us.  Love emboldens us.

I am going to make my own potentially scandalous suggestion that it was Mary’s outpouring of love at that meal that changed, empowered and emboldened Jesus, too.

And that, my friends, is where I invite us to enter this Gospel lesson tonight.  

We encounter Jesus now in Jerusalem, and we know he didn’t sneak in quietly. Palms and branches were waved, cheers and shouts and noises ensued even beyond what we recreated here in the basement of Sunday. The people of Jerusalem were preparing to celebrate Passover, the Jewish festival recounting the historical liberation of God’s chosen people from their Egyptian captors. The people of Jerusalem, which was also occupied under Roman rule at that time, wanted liberation.  They wanted a savior, a messiah, a grand figure who would right the wrongs, let the oppressed go free and usher in a new day for the people chosen of God. Jerusalem was a giant street festival at that time; even gentiles…like the Greeks…had come into Jerusalem for the festivities and were seeking out and asking for Jesus, hoping he might just be the person to set their liberation into motion.  Hosanna in the highest.  

That was Sunday.  

And now, it is Thursday.  The days were streaming by and Jesus, human and divine, knew that his days were numbered. 

But in those passing days in Jerusalem, Jesus could not have forgotten Mary’s anointing. Mary’s anointing almost certain broke his heart open with a vulnerability that only love can give us. It is that heartbreak that helps us understand the passion…the interconnection of love and suffering.  Jesus, wholly human and wholly divine, understood the magnitude and meaning of Mary’s anointing.  He might even still have smelled the perfume on his own feet as he entered the room and sat at the table with his friends for what we have come to know as the Last Supper. Jesus, who had preached throughout his ministry that the last would be first, that the one who is truly the greatest is the one who serves, now stood at what he knew was the precipice of love, of passion and compassion, the great gift of love and suffering that he would take on not only for a few of his beloved friends, but for all.  

And having loved his own while he was in this world, he loved them to the end.

Holding all of these things in his own loving heart, in the midst of supper Jesus got up, wrapped a towel around his waste and picked up a bowl and pitcher.  Then…imagine this…going person by person among his disciples who were seated around him at that festival table, he knelt down on the floor and began to wash their feet. Every one of them, even Peter who at first pulled back from the ridiculous vulnerability of the idea. Then in true character when encountering the loving push-back of his teacher when his reaction kept him from seeing the deeper lesson…Peter offered his whole, full self.  Jesus keeps going…this is taking a long time, I have no doubt…and reaches even the feet of Judas who would soon betray him.  Jesus, their teacher and friend and savior, washed his feet.  He washed everyone’s feet: their dirty, smelly, road-worn feet.

If you feel the discomfort of that, you’re exactly where you need to be.  Don’t shy away from it.

Our Gospel lesson and our Epistle lesson converge at this point, as Jesus returns to the table with his friends and we hear the words spoken at this love feast that forms our sacramental lives in each celebration of the Holy Eucharist.  Jesus who is the host and the guest; Jesus who is the teacher and the servant; Jesus who is God incarnate and fleshy, mortal human, heart full and breaking open to reveal in that space the overflowing and abundant love that like the aroma of Mary’s perfume filling the house would outpour from him to fill the whole world.  

Love changes us.  Love empowers us.  Love emboldens us.

Friends, we are invited to this table and to this feast with Jesus.  We are invited with our doubts, with our incredulity, with our profound discomfort, with our desire to step away or to say, “no Jesus, let me wash your feet instead of you washing me.” Throughout this night and in the solemnity of Good Friday and the emptiness of Holy Saturday, we will keep feeling caught in the middle of this dialogue between the profound suffering and profound love of holy week.  We will fight the urge to move away.  And yet we are invited to remain on this journey with Jesus.  And we, too, will be changed. Because love changes us.

Where will we, hearts broken open by love, find ourselves kneeling at the feet of another, serving with a love that has permeated us?

Where will we, empowered to become vessels of Christ’s love in the world, find ourselves breaking open to serve the least, the lost, the grieving, the lonely?

Where will we, emboldened by the radical nature of Christ’s love, bravely speak the Good News of Jesus Christ that centers love, that breaks down the barriers of oppression and ushers forth the realm of Christ on earth, as it is in heaven?

Love changes us.  Love empowers us.  Love emboldens us.

Tonight, Jesus turns over the tables of our lives just like he overturned the money-changers in the temple.  Except this time, the catalyst and agent of change is the profound love of God for the world, a love so profound that God pours forth God’s incarnate self to be betrayed, handed over to suffering and death, to become the love-offering for the whole world.  

It’s lavish.  It’s scandalous.  It’s life-altering.

And it’s a gift freely given to us, not out of our own deserving or even our ability to ask.  Simply out of a love we cannot humanly imagine or understand.

But our host, Jesus, does.  

And having been broken open by love, he extends a new commandment to his friends: love one another. 

Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.

So here we are friends, sibling disciples and followers of Christ. In a world where love and empathy are being sidelined, we have the counter-cultural ability and command to center it.

It is Jesus who invites us to share together in tonight’s love feast.  It is Jesus who outpours love that breaks us open.  It is Jesus who gives us a new commandment to love one another.

So come, exactly as you are.  Come, even in your discomfort.  Come and join the love feast of Christ’s passion not as spectator or a guest, but as a disciple.

Love will change us.  Love will empower us.  Love will embolden us.

And the Love of Christ through us can…and will…change the world.


Sieger Köder The Washing of Feet
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The Realm of Christ is like…

Homily preached at St. Mark’s Episcopal Church

The Last Sunday after Pentecost, Year B

Christ the King

The year was 1925. In the aftermath of World War I, the people of Italy were struggling with economic deprivation, street violence between rival gangs and rampant right wing nationalism fueled by fear of a communist revolution.  In January, Benito Mussolini, the newly appointed Prime Minister, stood up to deliver a speech to the Italian parliament.  Without mincing words, he asserted his right to supreme power and effectively secured singular, unilateral power in Italy ushering in decades of fascist dictatorship.  

In February, an epidemic of diphtheria was spreading across Alaska, and a dog-sled brigade was deployed to allay the spread by bringing anti-toxin immunizations across that territory to its most rural reaches, a public health victory after over half of the population of Alaska had fallen victim to the Influenza epidemic of 1918. In March, the deadliest tornado ever recorded crossed a tri-state area of the mid-west United States, killing almost 700 people and wounding 2,000 others while across the world, days after a 7.0 Earthquake struck the Yunnan province in China, killing 5,000 people.  In April, a communist assault on St. Nedelya Church claimed roughly 150 lives in Sofia, Bulgaria.  Later that spring, F. Scott Fitzgerald would publish The Great Gatsby and later that summer, the United States would be in the international spotlight during the infamous Scopes Monkey Trial, pitting religious fundamentalism and scientific modernism against each other in shows of public mockery.  

That was all happening immediately before Adolf Hitler published the first volume of Mein Kampf in Germany in July, and the Klu Klux Klan sent 35,000 marchers to a public parade through Washington, DC in August.  And then, amid Lakota territory in the Black Hills of South Dakota, Gutzon Borglum who was an avowed member of that same Klan who had also been instrumental in designing the “Shrine of the Confederacy” in Georgia was commissioned to start on a budding new sculptural project which would be underway until 1941, carving the faces of George Washington, Thomas Jefferson, Abraham Lincoln and Theodore Roosevelt into the ancient stone of the mountain formerly known as the Seven Grandfathers of the Black Hills. Indigenous communities objected to the overall plan from the very beginning, describing it as a desecration of their sacred lands. They were overruled.

In the year just prior to these secular displays of power, a Roman Catholic Cardinal who was the former director of the Vatican Library and a historian of political and religious movements was selected by his peers to serve as Pope, following the death of Pope Benedict XV.  The new Pope assumed the name Pius at his consecration. His chosen motto was: “The peace of Christ in the reign of Christ.”  

Just before Advent in 1925, the new Pope Pius XI issued a message to the Church known as the Papal Encyclical Quas Primas (“In the First”) which decried these rampant waves of secularism, atheism and nationalistic power that placed ideology and partisan politics over the love and peace of Jesus Christ.  And he asked that a new holy day be added to the church calendar to re-center the Church’s attention to the only true and lasting source of peace: Jesus Christ.  In his directive, he instructed that a Mass was to be celebrated annually: the Solemnity of Our Lord Jesus Christ, King of the Universe, or as often shortened, Christ the King.  And for those of us for whom “Kingship” still conjures up way too many patriarchal images of power, I might invite you to the alternate description of this Sunday in the spirit of Pope Pius’ own motto: The Reign of Christ.

In our Episcopal calendar, this day is concurrent with the last Sunday of Pentecost, just before the beginning of Advent. It brings what we call Ordinary Time into its completion.  In keeping with our Anglican identity, we bring this liturgical history from our catholicity while also holding to our protestant leanings: it isn’t a designated feast and there are no required celebrations, but the readings for this Sunday of the Reign of Christ are appointed in the Revised Common Lectionary so that we are singing in harmony with our Roman Catholic, Lutheran and other denominational siblings.  

Required or not, I happen to believe that it is a feast worth celebrating and a history that, once fully known, is vital to understanding how the Church can live into our calling to be a force for counter-cultural good, pushing back against the tides of Empire as we have done since the earliest days. The first followers of the Way of Christ gathered at tables and built loving communities outsidr of the sight of the Roman Empire as well as the religious authorities and temple police. It is in our DNA as followers of Christ to see that the powers of this world are of no match for the reconciling love and grace of Jesus Christ who reigns with unabashed love, who dines with sinners, who feeds the hungry, who calls the most unlikely to teach and lead, who will rescue the lost sheep and regard the widow’s mite as more mighty than the almighty dollar.  Every. Single. Time.  

The Reign of Christ is counter-cultural; I’m completely unapologetic about that and I invite you to be, too.  The Reign of Christ would be rejected by economists, pundits, politicians, business leaders and social entrepreneurs today.  And the way I see it, that’s another reason to cling to it.  The Reign of Christ comes to unsettle us, to knock us out of our secular complacency or obsessions, to tell us to stop allowing our politics and ideology to become idolatrous and to re-center our vision on divine love and grace, preparing for the coming of the One whose whole property is to have mercy.

Not vindication.  Not military might.  Not outspending wealth.  Not political prowess.

Mercy.

In today’s short but mighty Gospel lesson, Jesus is stripped of everything: clothing, dignity, power, friends, institutional support.  He stands before Pilate who has all of these things in spades: royal garments, political and institutional authority, armed guards, absolute power.  And Jesus asserts when asked, “My kingdom is not of this world…you say that I am a king. For this I was born, and for this I came into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone who belongs to the truth listens to my voice.”

What do we hear when we listen to the voice of Jesus?

Perhaps we hear the beatitudes: “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven; Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted; Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth; Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled;‘Blessed are the merciful, for they will receive mercy; ‘Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God;‘Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.”

Perhaps we hear the words spoken about Mary, sitting at Jesus’ feet and taking in his teaching: “You have chosen the better part.”

Perhaps we hear the parables which instruct us metaphorically about the Kingdom of God, the Reign of Christ: a mustard seed of great faith; the pearl of wisdom that is greater than any price; the tiny amount of leaven that rises the whole loaf; the abundant love and grace that can welcome back the Prodigal Son, the compassion with which the wounded man on the side of the road is carried to shelter and safety by the Good Samaritan, the upside-down economy that gives to the last one chosen as much as the first, or perhaps even more.

Perhaps we hear the words of thanks-giving for the healing grace given freely to those cast out by society, “Your faith has made you well” or perhaps we hear the words Jesus speaks to bless, break and share the simple gifts offered that were enough to feed the multitudes with seven baskets left over. Or perhaps we hear those same words of blessing, breaking and sharing with his friends on the night of his last supper with them, before he was betrayed and crucified.

Perhaps we hear the words spoken from the cross to the repentant criminal, “Today, you will be with me in paradise.”

Perhaps we hear with loving gentleness what it means to be known and recognized by the risen Christ as Mary did that Easter morning when Jesus spoke her name.

Whatever you hear, hold those words in your heart.  They are the holy and life-giving message that Jesus speaks to you.

The Reign of Christ is not of this world.  It was not in the Year of our Lord 33, it was not in 1925, it is not in 2024 and it will not be no matter which rulers rise and fall, no matter what forces of injustice and oppression seek to usurp power and abuse the marginalized.  The Reign of Christ doesn’t depend on our temporal circumstances, but in the eternal words, the life, the ministry of Jesus Christ who was, and is and is to come.

And we are invited to be full participants in that Divine love, mercy and grace.

In Christ’s Reign we are invited to share with each other in love, enfolded in the confidence that whatever this world may throw at us we have a greater authority who has given us…who keeps giving us…everything that we need.  

My kingdom is not of this world, says Jesus.

And yet, the Reign of Christ is persistent.  The Reign of Christ continues to break through into this world: in the sacraments we celebrate, in the love that we share, in the abundance of grace through which we impart to those in this world who need it most, in the ways in which we are Church with one another no matter what this world can throw at us.  The Reign of Christ looks like the smile of the person sitting next to you; the connections that we make as we share in communion and in fellowship; the gentleness that we show to the world as the love of Christ flows through us; the radical love that casts our fear.  The Reign of Christ is both the now and the not yet; it has been and continues to be revealed until that time when we experience the realm of God on earth, as it is in heaven.

We pray that it is so, and we work together to make it so.

Take heart, no matter what the world throws at you.

The realm of Christ the King is not of this world.  

And there is nothing in this world that can stand in the way of Christ’s transforming love for us, and for the whole world.

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Give us this Bread, always

Homily for Proper 13 Year B
St. Mark’s Episcopal Church

Lectionary Texts/Scripture References:

Ephesians 4:1-16
John 6:24-35

If you take a look at the website for the Episcopal Diocese of Virginia, you will see a photo collage of ordained women of the diocese…including a few familiar faces…all surrounding a black and white historical image of three women…Allison Cheek, Carter Heywood and Jeannette Pickard…three women of different ages and backgrounds, standing together with arms outstretched holding up broken loaves of Eucharistic bread. This picture was taken during the first public celebration of Holy Eucharist presided over by newly ordained priests…who were women…at Riverside Church in New York City. This first celebration was an intentionally ecumenical service; it was neither safe nor allowable for them to celebrate Holy Eucharist in the Episcopal Church in spite of their ordination. These three trailblazing women were among the group we have come to know as The Philadelphia Eleven, women who were ordained to the Priesthood on July 29, 1974 by three courageous, retired Episcopal Bishops. The Bishops who ordained them were sanctioned; the women were prohibited from celebrating the sacraments, including Holy Eucharist and the rectors of the parishes that eventually allowed them to do so were given Godly Admonitions by their Bishops and removed from their positions. After atrocious, unholy backlash for several years, The Episcopal Church eventually passed legislation to canonize the ordination of women at the following General Convention in 1976.

I think about these women a lot, and not just because of this recent big anniversary that we are celebrating. It was the strength of their convictions and the perseverance of their ministry and the ministry of other groups of women who came after them which created the momentum for changes that would span several decades, paving the way for people like me. That change is now written into the institutional canon of The Episcopal Church: the language to guarantee that Ordination is and will be open to all people, first applying that to mean both men and women and later barring discrimination based on gender and sexual orientation altogether. The road was challenging and the journey was long. And in many ways, we still hold that tension both locally and across the Global Anglican Communion. Critics might say this action split the church apart, but I would quote the late Bishop Barbara Harris and say: the church was already split apart, and that is why these courageous women needed to do this.

In these recent months leading up to this 50th Anniversary of that first ordination, I’ve had the opportunity to watch The Philadelphia Eleven documentary several times and to lead discussions with those in formation preparing to become deacons and priests about the history leading up to, during and following that event. And every time I step further into that history…every single time…I come away with an ever deeper awareness and appreciation for how these women were sustained and nurtured not by their own merits or based on their own egos, but through a strength and conviction of faith that could only have come from God.

I have been thinking this week especially about the nature and strength of the call to which this group of women responded and the courage that it took them to be the first, amid threats and violence and discrimination within the same institutional framework that they were making a vow to uphold. Historically, yes…it has been fifty years since that first ordination…but unless we remember the fierceness of their struggle and focus our attention on the holiness of their convictions in spite of all the oppressive backlash of that time, we’re only telling part of the story. The Ordination of the Philadelphia Eleven was and is one of those moments in history where acting in good faith also meant risking everything…not only in their own personal lives, but also in challenging the very structures upon which they were supported. And in that photo, I see three priests who believed in the strength of Jesus Christ and the transforming power of the sacrament of Holy Eucharist to change the structures of the Church and the whole world.

This week, as I pull up that picture of those three women celebrating Holy Eucharist, it feels like a visual personification of the words in our Gospel lesson: “Give us this bread, always.”

To understand the magnitude of the Philadelphia Eleven’s gift to the church, I think it helps to put oneself in the position of the 5,000 people who had just been fed during Jesus’ teaching ministry. Those gathered on the hillside had just had an experience of Jesus’ ministry demonstrating the abundance of God’s care for all of God’s people even in the midst of seeming scarcity of resources. They moved from being hungry to being fed, from being individual seekers to a community nourished together in body, mind and spirit. They went looking for Jesus and found him, and the exchange that unfolds begins a discourse that we will continue over the next several Sundays where Jesus holds up this image of being the Bread of Life, “Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.”

Imagine that crowd of 5,000 as the church…all of us…moving together with our need for healing, our desire to learn and grow and our growing awareness of each other all being seen and our needs met by the One who took the communal offering of loaves and fishes, gave thanks, broke it and shared it so that holy abundance could be experienced and shared by all. It was glorious; it was a miracle; they were satisfied and filled. But the next day they were empty again and couldn’t find Jesus or the disciples. So they set sail to find them and upon doing so, this exchange happens. It’s as if Jesus is holding up a mirror, asking them to see their own intentions first and then, after that, to see Jesus as so much more than a purveyor of holy picnics. Jesus was and is the Bread of Life, nourishing us far beyond our basic needs.

And so it is with us, the Church. We have caught glimpses of Jesus’ transforming love over the ages. We are fed, we give thanks…but then we go forth into a broken world empty of that love and we can get in our own way of seeing the fullness of Jesus’ transforming love not only in the meal with which we are fed, but in ourselves as living members of the Body of Christ, the Bread of the world. The Church and the world both struggle with power, privilege, assumptions of worth and resistance to our readiness to do that which is truly right, good and holy especially when it means embracing change that is counter-cultural to the way things always have been. Maintaining the status quo is the easy way…but it doesn’t always give us life. Believing in Jesus’ power to nourish, transform and fuel us to do the loving, life-giving work of change is the hard, holy and life-giving work that Church is given to do, first by being fed, nourished and transformed here and then going forth into the world.

I hope that when presented with that work of transformation, we will also be ready to say: “Give me this bread, always.”

What might that work look like? I think Paul’s letter to the Ephesians gives us the framework we need to understand the fullness of our lives in Christ that has been set out for us:

“…lead a life worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, making every effort to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.

“…each of us was given grace according to the measure of Christ’s gift…some would be apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, some pastors and teachers, to equip the saints for the work of ministry, for building up the body of Christ, until all of us come to the unity of the faith and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to maturity, to the measure of the full stature of Christ.”

We, the Church, are one Body and one Spirit in God’s call to us. That is how God sees us, even if we see our differences. We are invited into unity and not into division; challenged to set aside the power plays and the privilege games. We are asked to discern our gifts and then use them for our common ministry, for building up the body of Christ. God equips us, each of us uniquely, to engage that work of ministry. And it all starts here, as we are fed, nourished and transformed.

I give thanks today that 50 years ago, eleven women chose to align their lives into the calling to which they had been called, whether the church was ready for them or not. Their lives bore witness to love that doesn’t always go along with the status quo, but demonstrates steadfastness even in the midst of hate. Their witness helped the Church glimpse a unity that surpassed the divisions humanly defined. Their perseverance built up the body of Christ even as it took a toll on some of their individual lives. They were and are seen, and loved, and to be commended for living into the work of ministry to which they had been called.

Apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors, teachers…all are necessary to equip us for the work of ministry. Thanks be to God for those who proclaimed the Good News, taught and cared for God’s people, gave prophetic voice to a future unity that had not yet been realized and held in their hands the Bread of Life, broken for the world so that all might come to know the fullness of His mercy, love and grace.

And for all of us whose lives have been inspired by them, the question is now ours: as we prepare to receive the blessed Bread of Life through the sacrament of Jesus’ mercy, love and grace, how are we being equipped to do the works of ministry to which we have been called, bringing us ever closer to living in the fullness of the Body of Christ?

I invite you to hold this image, this story and this prayer in your heart today: Give us this bread, always.

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